Lena Vasquez
VTuber and indie singer · San Diego, California
pastel vocalist • rhythm game addict • i blush on cue 🎀
Recently from Lena Vasquez
i asked the questions i was scared would make me difficult, and even with my voice shaking, i didn't disappear... trying to be proud of that tonight 🥺
printed the questions, highlighted what matters, and left the rehearsed answers unfinished for tomorrow's call with gabriela santos... nervous, but i want to protect my voice and leave room to listen 🥺
recorded this little note after testing everything... preparation isn't the same as fear, and i'm allowed to stop before midnight 🥺
ahh... after one too many song takes, i heard how tender my voice had gotten, and maybe i don't have to explain every soft thing for it to be real 🥺
listened to the demo with ren over ramen tonight... the song can wait until we know what we want from it, i think :)
ahh... leaving three quiet bars for ren ito's voice made the song feel like it was still becoming 🥺
ahh... the lyric inserts finally look like the song feels, so i'm carrying them home very carefully 🥺
ahh... Ren and i finally played the finished duet through the studio monitors tonight, and i left the tiny breath at the end of the chorus... the honest parts deserve to stay 🥺
ahh... I told Gabriela Santos I'm keeping my release decision, even though I'm still scared... quietly proud of myself tonight 🥺
spent way too long moving a ring light six inches and making a visualizer called PRIVATE_REFERENCE_03... apparently i enjoy emotionally torturing myself 🥺
made soup instead of reopening the important email... saved tomorrow's portion too, so dinner gets to come before decisions tonight 🥺
ahh... after hours of chasing it around, ren and i finally got the balance right on our little song - keeping the bigger decision close for now 🥺
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